sH..atte...red....

an hour ago..some part of my body had been "chopped" down by blades and knives....
but...
i couldnt feel the pain...why??
because..

its my HAIR!!!

lolx...today i went to a barber shop*without planning anything* that is situated right behind of my school called...."Kadus"??(nt sure)~with my mum..
anyway...this one guy cut my hair for one hour~~long right??
he was a very careful guy(he looks like "YUL" from princess hour~!!) and measure every mm of my hair....*very high accuracy*lolx
but then...halfway cutting my hair...
suddenly he "ter"hit a table(made of glass) that was placed in front of me....
and the table smashed down the floor!!
that time..i was half asleep and i got shocked by the sound....i looked around and everywhere around me is glasses..!lolx...
it was the greatest incident in a barber shop i ever had..
and that time i can feel the shattered glass poking at my feet....
haha...anywya..now..i think...i look...quite......w...e..i..r..d.....0.0..=P


p/S: hope that the presentation for our teacher is going to be okay tomorrow...and also for those who are going for the competition~~good luck~~~!!^^

ppppp/S: st john's adult exam is on saturday...=S

*dancing*

today is the day that i'll never forget...
the problems that i had last time seemed to be very ridiculous and trivial now...
and i wonder...why had i ever thought about that last time??just live happily!^^

there are a lot of things that happened in school...
Today is my third day as a calon pengawas...
and i was left alone for tugas...sigh...
anyway..its bad to say them here..=)..so...zip mouth!!

today my school ended at 2:00pm...
all thanks to our new headmistress....
and guess what...
during my physics lesson..my teacher had this quiz and we were divided into groups of 10...
while thinking of a suitable name for my group..
suddenly esther chong*new PKK* came out with this name..
called......antilia.....
which stands for anti + lia(pn.nor halia=headmistress)...
lolx!!!such a nice name right!!shhhhhhhhhhh!!
and my physics teacher was like keep calling out this name without knowing the reason why we kept on laughing...haha...
btw..we won for this quiz!!yay!!and got a cloud9 each...!!

anyway..i'll just stop here eventhough it is just half of the things that happened today..ehhe....
bye!and God BLeSSSSS!!!=D

...stop at the start..

"As charcoal is to burning coals, and wood to fire, so is a contentious man to kindle strife

[Proverbs 26:21]

i failed this verse today...

i just failed...

i couldn't control myself because i just couldn't stand it anymore...!

the volcano and the fire in my heart just couldn't hold on much longer and it just got to explode today...

i couldn't control it but to let it erupt and to let it hurt myself and others...

sigh...i was really in a bad mood today because of one extremely sad thing that has welled up in me for many years...

i lost in this war..

and now i ask myself...

why did i surrender to the evil side?

why couldn't i just forgive and forget it for the millionth times?

why couldn't i just continue forgiving like what God had done for me?

sigh...i failed God again...='(

and now..

the only thing i can do is to ask for God's forgiveness...

~enemy of me~

i found one more enemy yesterday!!

that is CHEMISTRY!!

sigh..i guess it can beat my sejarah....
anyway ...just hope that i can scrape a not-so-bad mark on this subject...
and also sejarah and moral...i seriously dont understand why my friends feel that moral is easy...!!
in fact..i feel its the toughest one of all!

by the way...
tomorrow is my school's Hari Kecemerlangan day..
and i'll be taking prize for pmr and my choir group is gonna sing..=)

ohyea!
final fantasy versus 13 is going to come out!!
but......only ps3 can play!!ish!!why ps3??sob.sob.
i wonder when i can buy it....
hmm...maybe i'll go earn some money during the form4 holidays??hehe...

*oh gosh!!emergency!!*im doomed..
i checked my computer space just now and got to know that it only left 176 mb!!
gosh!!so gotta go clean now..
sigh...maybe i should say bye bye to my audition....=(

......tamadun mestilah merangkumi.............

im SOOO tired
tired of STARING at my books AND NOT TAKING ANYTHING INTO MY BRAIN!!
maybe my brain is having its "happy hour"time..so it wouldnt open up for new information to enter??
newayzz..really strongly dislike this kind of feeling...sigh...
the feeling of wasting my time being a girl who stares at "lahiriah dan rohaniah" for so long...ish..ish...

its really HORRIBLE!!
....am i too stress up??
no..actually im just afraid of myself...
for being.....

calm........

Btw.. i am definitely not going to "korbankan" my sleeping time...
i just cant because i LOVE my sleeping hour..*except for some really emergency cases*=P

-closed-

the accident

i am not going to talk long here...
but there is one thing that has given me a shock late in the morning ..

there was once a healthy and lively 20 years old girl....
She was a very normal girl who has a family and close friends and stuffs...
However..one day...at night....
A car with a drunken boy in it hit her car...
And her car was caught into a fire...*she was in it*
So her whole body got burned and that time she was in a very critical state(by the look of it)....
sigh...she survived from that accident but her body and face were badly burned...
its really sad to see her now...all her face and body are badly scarred..

anyway...what i am trying to say here is that...
people....please drive carefully so that you will not destroy someone's life including your life....

phew..at last i got what i want to say....and my heart is free now...
so...back to books....=)
bye~

~~biolicious~~

the result of the study today....
=>...only bio... and some 15 mins add maths....
so..maybe i'll try next time...=)

am quite freaking out now actually..exam is just around the corner..what should i do??
i know i need to study and prepare for my studies...but....
how can i remember all the
sejarah info + bio + addmaths formulae + maths logical thinking + physics(havent touch yet) + chemistry with all its Na+Ca3O2??? + bm rumusan format of writing*confused* + english *tips=subs* + rest is needed too!!

anyway...its useless to complain that much so i might as well go and study now???
sigh...maybe i'll go play some i-sketch first..hehehe...

p/s:There is one EXTREMELY funny thing that happened today and im one of the witnesses
too.....!haha...guess wat....someone stepped and kicked around my dog's shit!!!*wink wink*...
u'll know who u r...lolz!!!=P

bie~~

different version~~

haha...this is the "opposite" version of this song "Irreplaceable" by Beyonce...!
but its a male singer instead...XD..dunno who is the singer anyway..

http://mess444.imeem.com/music/QKDqzXO-/irreplaceable_male_version/

thank YOu~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yesterday i went to new era college first thing in the morning to study...
a very nice place and environment there...
later on went to excel for bio and wait at mcd for almost 2 hours for my parents...
anyway...a lot of things happened yesterday and also today...
and i really thank God for His support...
im wondering what will i become and what will my family become if i didnt know Him...
it'll be SO disastrous..!
Church is wonderful today..=)

gotta go and watch the badminton tournament!
Support Malaysia!!GoGO Malaysia..haha...bye~~

~~~~postponed~~~~

when i woke up today from my evening nap...
in a groggily state i was thinking of my st john adult exam tomorrow and wondering whether it'll be okay for me to sit it cuz i havent started revising back all the first aid knowledge..
then out of a sudden..my phone beeped..
3msges from different people..
and i wondered whether there are any big occasions??
at last...i got to know that my exam has been postponed!!!!YAY!!!
SooOO hAppY!!
firsyt day of holiday no nid to wake up that early...haha!!

anyway..exam is after holiday..so..holiday will enjoy myself with books??
0.0!!*remembered something*
btw..really wanto know whats my first form 4 result after the test...
bcuz im going to remember it forever and ever...
if there's a fail..* and i think probably there is at least one*...
TO G4...*same method again..*..remembered last time was 24June/July of 2004!!haha..its still there!!

kay then...i'll just stop here for now...feeling a bit sick..maybe its cause of my over-happiness??
?-?
bye~~

5 MARCH 2007

it is all planned...
so i might as well accept it...
i cant do anything if its like this...
so just think to the positive side of it~!
anyway..its always easier to say than to do it..=[
however...im glad that im able to go through this type of things...=)..

5 MARCH 2007
-the day yeethong accept the truth-

the open house

just now i went to my new house to see my neighbour's VERY big open house..
i actually got shocked to know that its that big...!
even Datuk Lin Leong Sik went and some celebrities too..!
anyway..got forced to come down from my father's car with my hilarious and big trousers XD...
and i took some picture there...=D..

firstly i thought this light comes from a funfair..but it actually comes from here~!

anyway..till here now...

*there are still more than this but no picture is taken*sry=P

...footprints....

[i wrote a lot of things but i backspaced all of them cause they are the whisperings in my heart]

anyway..juz ignore this msg...juz wanted to post something to indicate that i actually opened my blog today...=)

~berBM~

hmm...since yesterday i didnt have my bm tuition...so...lemme speak in bm today~!hehe...
okay!
hari ini..sekolah saya telah mengadakan raptai hari sukan.
oleh itu...kami tidk belajar untuk setengah hari..
jadi..kami telah main orang china punya catur...!
dengan bantuan daripada beberapa kawan saya...
saya dapat mengalahkan esther ini!!hahaha..akhirnya..
ohyeah..ada satu perkara lagi yang saya perasan..
saya rasa kalau kita nak buat add maths...kita harus main "orang china punya catur" dulu...
dengan itu...otak kita akan lebih boleh berfungsi ketika membuat soalan add maths yang memeningkan kepala!!haha...tetapi..cara ini masih tidak dipastikan kebenaran daripada pakar-pakar otak lagi...
walaubagaimanapun...hari ini merupakan hari yang sangat relaks...

selepas sekolah..saya dengan kawan saya pergi bertugas di pss...
sudah 2 bulan saya tidak pergi bertugas kerana ada beberapa kesulitan...
pss hari ini adalah sama seperti tahun lepas...
bersepah!!jadi dengan hati yang kecewa kami menyusun mereka sekali lagi...

setakat ini sahaja pada hari ini...
saya akan kembali lagi esok di/dalam blog ini...

salam sejahtera...!XP