Friday, May 30, 2008

Under His wings

[Romans 8:15]
For you did not receive a spirit that makes you a slave again to fear, but you received the Spirit of sonship. And by him we cry, "Abba, Father."

[Romans 8:25]
But if we hope for what we do not yet have, we wait for it patiently.

[Romans 8:35]
Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall trouble or hardship or persecution or famine or nakedness or danger or sword?

[Romans 8:38-39]
For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.

[Romans 9:16]
It does not, therefore, depend on man's desire or effort, but on God's mercy.

[Romans 9:21]
Does not the potter have the right to make out of the same lump of clay some pottery for noble purposes and some for common use?




All glory to Big Daddy above alone!

By the way, i am off to Penang for a wedding till Monday!
So, toodle-oo! ;)


I'M FLYING!!!YAAAY!!

Thursday, May 29, 2008

express train?.not.




I can't even express myself!

Sigh..

This is hard..
I tried but I just can't..
This is torturing..
the pressure from every side..

They are all in different forms and sources.
Sometimes i thought that i can be able to, but in fact i can't.
Sometimes i thought it may be because of my pride, but sometimes i don't think it is.
Only songs, photos and maybe paintings can be able to make me express though that's not really the goal of it.

Well, sometimes you may wonder what I'm talking about here and why can't i just talk straight to the point.
I just can't!
I can only use illustrations to convey my message instead of clear words and all because its just too much and messy.
Only God knows what im exactly feeling right now.

Pouring against that metallic wall.

Only the small little sound and a bit of echo can be heard from the outside.
The ant is just in that hole.
Showing a dumb face while the hammer is in that box.


I welcome, really welcome.

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

Pasar Seni

Last Sunday, I went to Pasar Seni with my Masean friends and I met some other friends as well which is quite unbelievable! Never thought I'll meet them there in Masean!
Really had fun on that day and I think I talked and laughed more than I enjoyed the paintings there!

in Masean..unbelievable friends showed up!

Jia Ni posing with her camera!
Mr. Liew, my teacher

Jia ni (with her camera), me, Xiu Wen, TzeLing!

Soo Yee (the great dancer and artist!), and me!(i look retarded mayn!)

We walked to KTM and sat a train to KL..
Reached to a place really familiar to me since i was small..


A place i used to go frequently with my late grandfather and cousins.

The Central Market

Below the Pasar Seni

in Pasar Seni - the second floor i think
a lot of kids' paintings..and they are creative!
Reyoko, Tze Ming and Tze Ling signing the guestbook!

Helen, Xiuwen, Sooyee

i think this was drawn by an 8 year old kid!lol..so yeah..u wonder the creativity of it..

i love three of the drawings there..they are clocks!


Looks very real..if only he drew David Cook!haha..nah....

Helen took this..i like that apple drawing below..=)

this is Xiuwen!haha..joking!just find this picture amusing!



the right boy is Jason Cham. never thought that i'll meet him there! and got the shock of my life when i know that he is Vivian and Sooyee's cousin!


Behind me the paintings are done by 8 to 12 year old kids
There's one more gallery which is done by a very famous artist called...i forgot his name already but i still remember his face and frizzy hair..haha..well, colourful paintings he got there..and they are real expensive!lol!

After the Pasar Seni, me, Xiuwen and Sooyee sneaked out early to watch movie in Midvalley.
Its kinda funny during the journey when we were wondering whether we were at the right station and all.
Had a real fun time.
We watched "The Chronicles of Narnia".
It is a nice movie!
I wonder why Ah yang and Amy said its not nice and that they fell asleep half way!LOL!



The popiah me and xiuwen had. have always liked this popiah!
was rushing at that time though because left 20 minutes before the movie!




Had a fun time altogether!=D

Good day to you!

Thursday, May 22, 2008

Davids

I can't remember when is the last time I've been really interested in this American Idol show.


This year is a real total hit!
They are SOO good and I'm so totally in love with the voice of the two Davids!
Its totally mesmerizing!

Both from totally different types of music..
David Cook the rock ones while David Archuleta the pop,jazz,romantic kind.
They are just extremely brilliant!
Just simply can't vote for any of them.

I love David Cook for his husky special voice, daring move in editing the songs, nice editing too, and the special him on the stage!though not his a lil arrogant part..lol!

While David Archuleta, I love his voice too, giving me the ....."funny-tingling-in-heart-special" kind of feeling after knowing that one point of time, he actually gone through a terrible stage for a boy who has such a passion for music where he had voice paralysis and gone through a very dangerous operation for that. The history..well, anyway, i like him also because he has the wanting to bless people with his voice. Truly a blessing..=)..not forgetting he is humble too.

anyway, i just GOT TO KNOW THAT.....urghhhhh.....from very tiny lil sources..people's comments in youtube, eunice's words and wikipedia that the the the.......*SPOILER*(if u don't know who wins and don't wanna know, i would advise you not to read the rest of this post!)





the DAVID CCOOOOOK WON!><


ohmy..!
im so gonna go learn cooking now!lol!
nahhhh




i just wish there are two winners for the American Idol just for this time..=(

Well, really enjoy those fantastic songs from the both of them!=D
Really anticipating for their albums when they are out!;D


Have a good day!;)

Monday, May 19, 2008

God is love!

All of this while, God has been merciful and loving towards me. He guarded my way and told me where i have gone wrong so that I will be able to walk back to Him. He taught me and are readily to accept me back! In the process, He is gracious enough to help me because He just understands that i need the strength to do it!I will never ever do it alone without Him at all!I've been trying to save a lot of pride in my certain relationship. There's still a lot of work on that but when looking back from here towards my past which is full of cold-hearted, hard-hearted(if ever there is this word) time, i realised that He has been looking and guarding me all the time to the way out of this particular sin and giving me the will to do it.
Praise God and its all His glory!


Anyway, recently there's one day when He put some thoughts in me. I was totally excited for an event and I had put in a lot of effort and plans into it. A change i want to see in that event, i was really fire up.
However, everything just went broken into pieces at the very last minute as it had already happened again and again in fact. I cried out to God and I thought that this is exactly God must be feeling. In fact, more sad than me because its His children Himself who is treating Him like this all the while. Being ignorant and forsaking Him. How sad is He to see His children going astray everywhere. But still, because of love, He still tries His hardest to reach out to His lost lambs because He just loves us too much! How wonderful and pure that love is? I remember my teacher said that lambs actually do not know they will be killed in a second time. When there is a butcher raising up his ax ready to strike the lamb, the lamb will not even recognize the danger and still standing and staring at it innocently. That's exactly like how humans are. We dont know that danger is just right beyond us and went staring blinkly at it. But God choose to protect us if only we could turn our eyes towards Him. Praise the Lord!


By the way, i found out about this wonderful fact!
Do you know that we have protein molecules in our body?
I bet its a yes..haha
But do you know that there's this protein molecule called "laminin"?
The role of laminin in our body is actually to bind our body tissues and all together.

Here is the wonderful part!



the structure of the laminin is exactly shaped like the cross!
its like we can see His mark through the Biology area..haha
He even stated it in this verse..

[Colossians 1:16-17]
16For by him all things were created: things in heaven and on earth, visible and invisible, whether thrones or powers or rulers or authorities; all things were created by him and for him. 17He is before all things, and in him all things hold together.



How wonderful are His creations..=)

Thursday, May 15, 2008

Pressie Taggie

Hey! its almost after exam! well, in fact i feel im already at the bottom of the roller coaster lane for a long time. lol!
anyway, taking this opportunity to post up the tag from Xinyan and also Charlene.
I know its been a long time..(xinyan has been nagging me..=P)
Toodle-oo!


Part 1:
On the outside

Name: Lee Yee Thong
Date of Birth: 6th October 1991
Current Status: im not a Datin..still Miss..=)
Eye Colour: Black
Hair Colour: Black...with some brown strips..its not artificial, mind you..><"
Righty or Lefty: r..i..g...h.....t.....
Zodiac Sign: the "dacing" aka Libra


Part 2: On the Inside

Your Heritage: malaysian with China blood
Your Fear: to be abandoned, or sometimes height!*i remember my experience at the Great Wall of China!scary!*
Your Weakness: totally procrastination, sometimes insensitive, and easily feeling bad..><


Part 3: Yesterday, Today & Tomorrow

Your thoughts first waking up: it changes everyday..well, my latest one is "which alarm clock wakes me up?"*fumbling around*
Your bedtime: depends but mostly is around 12
Your most missed memory: the olden days with friends, family trips, in kindergarden!i just really hope i can meet back all of my kindergarden's friends!it'll be SO COOL!LOL

Part 4: Your Pick
Pepsi or Coke: Coke!the ever chilling drink with piiiiizzzaaa!!!
McD's or Burger King: MCD! Burger King bankrupt ady in Parkson..lol
Single or Group Dates: well, it depends..group dates will be nice in the future with just close friends..single dates are nice too..
Adidas or Nike: .just.do.it.
Lipton Tea or Nestea: erm..don't really investigate which one i like more..but i guess should be Lipton..*reminiscing my time chilling with tea in Cameron..relaxing...=)*
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate!!used to be my addiction but glad that i stop it!! well, vanila too sometimes..=)..lets just say i LOVE the both of YOU!!XD
Cappuccino or Coffee: as long as its ice-blended, both will do..


Part 5: Do You..
Smoke: will not ever ever touch the cigaratte!eewww...i wonder how people would want to spoil their lungs by inhaling smoke!!its just...smoke??o.OO
Curse: yeah..haizz..mostly is "shit"!anyway, am doing a kind of competition between me, esther siah, and mimi to not curse for a month!haha!
Drink : not until drunk! *ng, the Shandy is not counted okay!LOL!*


Part 6: In the Past Month

Drank alcohol: oh..nope!its been a long time!
To the mall: NNNOOOOOOO!!!! but am going to this monday!!!!
Been on stage: yess... =)
Eaten sushi: yeah..but the more i eat it..the more i don't like it..><..i prefer my homemade ones which i put tuna in it..=P
Dyed your hair: no..im still schooling! pn nirmala's and Cik Besira's eyes are sharper than anyone! LOL!


Part 7: Have You Ever?

Played a stripping game: no..i rela play "Bullshit" game..aha
Changed who you were to fit in: i remember there's about one month i almost fall into that, but in the end im still lee yee thong..=)


Part 8: Age
You're hoping to be married: well, maybe..=)


Part 9: In A Guy/GirlBest

eye colour: brown or black
Hair colour: black or brown...
Short or long hair: i prefer short hair but not until too short..just okay..maybe the type of cowboy hairstyle!haha..

Part 10: What Were You Doing?
1 minute ago: chatting
1 hour ago: eating home-made burgeerrssss!
1 month ago: enjoying life!
1 year ago: preparing and excited for the YPF camp!


Part 11: Finish The Sentences

I love: Jesus, family relatives, friends, myself
I feel: different kinds of feelings now..
I miss: the olden times when friends gather together and have fun!!
I need: to be more obedient, to have willpower, i need to open up my eyes to the things around me, i need more brain cells!lol!, i need ..ohmy...there are just so many needs!


Part 12: Tag 6 People


yoonjhen
carolyn
eunice
mikha
abby
debbie
yi yang





List out 5 presents you wish for:


- a beautiful home-made bookmark!
- a beautiful key chain! i love keychains but i dont have many!
- nice sets of candles..aww...i just love candles..too bad when they are being lit up, no more will be left..
- a small monument of myself..haha
- good story books!!
- a song specially made for me..that'll be cool!haha

Saturday, May 10, 2008

A kiss where it hurts

I came across this post from a blog some other day and I just wanted to share it with you all.



I saw Jesus today.




Oddly enough, He quite resembled a middle-aged mother sitting beside her disabled son.
I found myself directly behind them at a Shepherd Center's chapel service today and witnessed her do the most amazing, yet simple thing as the speaker challenged us to "taste life again." With her arm resolutely(firmly determined) arcing around her boy's shoulders, holding on to him as for dear life and seemingly oblivious to the homily and all else around her, she leaned into him gently and offered a well-placed kiss squarely on his left shoulder.





Her son had recently joined the ranks of quadriplegia and his high-level neck injury left him with little control over nine-tenths of his body.

Even his head had to be stabilized with a network of headrests attached to his wheelchair, each one supporting a separate zone so that his head would not tip from side to side.





What struck me about this tender vignette was that the mother zeroed in on the one place her son could feel and placed her kiss there.
Once was not enough, however, not for this mother.
A few moments later, my already misting eyes beheld her turn again to her son and look up at him.
He was sitting much higher than she, but no bother.
Not for this mother.

She leaned in once more and found again that place on his shoulder but this time the kiss lingered a few moments longer.
The son couldn't turn his head to respond but I could still see the upward flexing of a cheek muscle from behind and knew that he must have been sporting a grin a mile wide!




For this mother, sitting beside her son was not nearly enough.
She needed to kiss him to let him know that she was there, that she cared and that she was not going anywhere.




I couldn't tell you everything the chaplain said this afternoon but I can sure tell you the sermon my eyes witnessed, verbatim, because I just did.
As I rolled away from the auditorium in my own wheelchair, I found myself in a conversation with the Lord.
In all actuality it was a monologue because my Father was doing all the talking.
He was using that visual aid to let me know that He can be found most easily where there is pain, despair and heartsickness.





"I AM in this place," He spoke into my spirit as I navigated the dogleg of the long hallway known as the Bridge.
The words were kind and tender, not intoned with "and don't you ever forget it!" but carried with them the lilt of a self-binding promise.
And just so I couldn't mistake His intentions, the Great Physician bent even closer to announce, "I AM in every room and on every floor of this hospital."





Shepherd Center is one of the finest rehabilitation institutions in the world.
It used to service only spinal cord injuries but has in recent years expanded to serve the needs of those with acquired brain injuries and MS.
In some of its patient rooms there might be closed fists thrusts toward the heavens from those who curse the ways of the Lord, there are certainly those who shrug off deity altogether or deny His existence and worship at the altar of science.





But in such a place, God is at His best as He kisses the shoulders of the hurting.
He cannot be spurned or pushed away.
Nosiree.
Not when there are wounds to bind and broken hearts to mend.
Like a doting mother bending over a scraped knee or attending to a fevered brow, He knows just where to kiss it to make it feel better.





"He heals the broken-hearted and binds up their wounds."
(Psalm 147:3)










If you have been waylaid by life and left bleeding on the side of the road or even if your pain is not nearly so graphic and traumatic but you are hurting nonetheless and numb to any sensation of hope,



get ready to hear the Lord say to your wounded spirit, "I AM here."
And get ready to feel His kiss where it hurts.






Consider these kisses from a Friend:


[1 Peter 5:7]
Casting all your cares (anxieties, worries) upon the Lord, for He cares for you.


[Hebrews 4:15]
We have a Great High Priest who can sympathize with our weaknesses…

[Isaiah 63:9]
In all our grief (distress, affliction), He too is grieved (distressed, afflicted).

[Hebrews 13:5]
I will never leave you, nor will I forsake you.

[Isaiah 50:4]
The Lord God has given me the tongue of those who are learned, that I may know how to sustain with a word those who are weary.

[Romans 8:39]
Nothing will separate me from the love of God which is in Christ Jesus my Lord.





Try this exercise:

put your name in the appropriate places in each of the verses above and I am certain that all that ails you will be trumped by the well-placed kiss of the One who holds you in His everlasting arms.




Never, never underestimate the power of a kiss be it from a doting mother or an Eternal Father.



With Him, a kiss is never just a kiss.






credit to pasturescott.blogspot.com

Thursday, May 8, 2008

delicate

Awww!! I simply fall in love with this!!

The delicacy of the sound and the tendency of it but a little wild at the same time.
It just gives me the kind of mysterious feeling.



i wonder..





Wednesday, May 7, 2008

Polkie Cosy!

Everything seems to be calm now..




Nothing is moving..


No wind can be felt..



It just simply slows down and stops.....







for I am at the PEAK OF A LANE OF A COLLER ROASTER!!



opsss!! i mean ROLLER COASTER!!!WWWOOOOOOOO!!!




BM, Eng, and Maths papers are all over while the HARDER subjects are waiting for me at the bottom of the lane!YEAAAHHH!!

Tomorrow I'll be swooshing down the lanes with screams at the top of my lungs, eyeballs bulging out while trying to pull myself away from the seats of the moving coaster only to find myself flying without wings!!



Naaaahhhhhh....i was just meeerrely exaggerating..=P
I can still wait actually for the exams to slowly tick by..

well, to be exact, half of me wish the exams to be fast!Half of me not wanting to!
Part of the reasons is that when this is over, means TRIALS are nearer..
When trials are nearer, it means what??
YESSH!!
which means


SPM is NEARER!!
WOOO!!!and it means that I'll be going to college/form6 soon!!!
really soon!!it will just be like a blink of the eye!
NOOO!!i want to enjoy my life as a higher secondary school student first as much as i can!!
well, for me to do that is just like trying to save falling rices from falling to the ground..yeah..something like that..o.OO..


But if its fast, i can just do ALOT of things!!
Plannings after plannings to be made and im just SO excited!
its so thrilling!!





Phew!i should better go and calm myself down a lil bit and get myself to study now..><""

Till then!
God Bless all of you out there!!



Sawatdi!!=D