I will be here

I just remembered the existence of my old blog in friendster. Man i was astounded at how freely i spoke out my mind about my feelings and the things that were happening. Its just so astounding, well, to me!=). Not knowing what were to happen, what were to come up later. Things changed a great lot since that day, since the day i chose that road. And im glad that i chose that road, which led to the greatest thing that ever happened in my life! Though now, i look back at all the previous post, found some long-lost memories, happenings, things that i used to be familiar with, one thing i know that, God is still the same. He did not change. He is just still so the same as ever. and i know that He is going to accompany me too for my next phase of life, never-changing. Same goes to the rest of the others who chose to trust in Him. Those who have leant against Him for help, shelter, comfort and love. Even at times, everything will seem so bleak, things are tough, and life is like a thread, ready to snap in two at any times, when you trust in Him, He'll be here, always. when you are alone, in a foreign country, when no one seems to care for your existence, your needs, your happiness,you have no friends, no one to look after you when you are old next, continuos mocking from your own siblings, but you know that its enough trusting and loving Him alone, never stopping to look up to Him whenever you heave a sigh after a long-day of work, gaining strength from Him, you have already gained the whole world, the whole full happiness that not even words or anything else can ever give you. Its when you decide, you place your trust, your hope in Him. He will lift you up so high, He will praise you and give you comfort and love beyond anything. Such a beautiful experience you experience every single day. It must be enough, even when you know that once you are back home where you will have to face the scoldings, the jeerings, all of His love, is already enough for you to forgive, for you to be patient, for you to love. Just solely trust in Him, He'll guide you when you don't know which step to take, He knows your every needs, and He knows your everything. He will just absolutely be here...for you.

Tomorrow morning if you wake

up and the sun does not appear
I will be here
If in the dark, we lose sight of love
Hold my hand, and have no fear
'Cause I will be here

I will be here
When you feel like being quiet
When you need to speak your mind
I will listen
And I will be here
When the laughter turns to cryin'
Through the winning, losing and trying
We'll be together
I will be here

Tomorrow morning, if you wake up
And the future is unclear
I will be here
Just as sure as seasons were made for change
Our lifetimes were made for these years
So I will be here

I will be here
And you can cry on my shoulder
When the mirror tells us we're older
I will hold you
And I will be here
To watch you grow in beauty
And tell you all the things you are to me
I will be here

I will be true to the promise I have made
To you and to the One who gave you to me

Tomorrow morning, if you wake up
And the sun does not appear
I will be here
Oh, I will be here

"FAIL!"

LOL!don't be fooled by the title "Fail!"!im not talking about SPM here!=P
Instead im talking about these "Fail" videos!
Watch these!
Freaking hilarious!


Weightlifting Fail



Best Man Fail




Car Fail




Reporter Fail





Bumper Fail




Parking Lot Fail








LOL!

One down...

It was my last BM class today with Pn. Mumtaz after 5 years of learning from her.
It just feels like there is something stripped away from my heart.
Even though at times she may be really fierce, annoying and scary, all those mangkuk, mulut besar, sotong and menyusahkan negara, but the prospect of knowing that she'll not be teaching me again makes me feel really .........dejected.
Well, some may say "whats the big deal?",
but it reminds me of what is going to happen in the coming few weeks, after spm, and next year. There'll be many separations, separation from wonderful friends, school, caring teachers(yes),the things that I had lived with for many many years, the familiar faces in school and in tuitions, the fun times talking at the back of the class and during tuitions, class jualan, exams (yes,i am), canteen and its million cats(where i can see the look of my friends shouting and jumping up from their seat), assembly with teachers sitting in front and the nagging moments...................................................everything.



I know very soon i'll have to let them go and move on.


But still, its hard for me to say and admit that one is already down.

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CHeck it out!;)

The Stool

This video is pretty awesome. It just spoke right into my heart. Like a DIiiiiInnnNGggg! I know i am like the girl in the sketch, wanting to give the stool to Jesus but without the REAL willing and, faith and trust in Him!
I pray i will stop the roundabout in me, stop making myself "dizzy" by sitting at the moving roundabout and just stay FOCUS at Him alone in the same time trusting Him!

still sweet seventeen?

Its time to revive my blog!*not for long tho!*=P

Can't believe its just one month away from SPM!
Had just scared eunice off to stop glueing her face on Facebook but now i'm facing this square flat box here instead! Well, its just been a loooong time since i last speak my desire *as quoted from xinyan, eeeHEEEM!=P*! erm, not quite desire actually!lol!i seriously think i shall change this address of my blog! anyway, trials had just passed two weeks ago! and look at the days left at the side of my blog! gosh! the last time i saw it, it was still lingering above 50! well, sometimes i freaked out, trying to run away from the reality that i have to sit for spm in nov by doing some other stuffs or just sitting and doing nothing at all! i guess its time for me to be brave for it! i want to depend on God for that and to stop worrying! A lot of things had happened in the past month and particularly in the past few days. I feel happy in fact eventhough some of them are not really good ones, it just helped me to know more about myself and opened my eyes to some things i couldn't see last time!
Well, it actually turned out the start of my 17 th year was not a bad one at all, which i previously thought it was!;)