With You

tingling in confusing manner
her heart just can't take much
yet it searches whats the matter
that gives her that big punch


these few days for me are mainly about that thing. it strikes again moving me. to experience all the past again. its scary. i used to care so much even though i was really shy to tell that i care till it hurts deeply in me. they are scars for now. yet i think im cutting that scars back again. im actually quite tired to care that much. its like as if i had just gone over that stage, then im being pulled back in again. don't really know why i'm not that "light-hearted" anymore. i hope i wont lose that one thing though. well, maybe this time the operation may hurt as much as last time. yet i know maybe that's the thing i should do to go against the rubbish. maybe the flowers are singing that same song in the heart too!=)

i hope it'll heal soon and disappear so i won't have to look at that same scar again.


+simply like this picture again+

and wanna dedicate this song to these flowers!*these song reminds me of these flowers..lol*