*the light*

i was shred

i was torn inside

together with the pieces of paper

that fell lifelessly to the floor

every word , action and decision taken

i thought i will never ever know

my eyes were closed

my ears were blocked

my mouth was shutted

my body was tied

my spirit left dried

and

i lost..

i lost myself,

my trust,

my faith...

i was short-sighted

to not know

even the solution was there

i told myself

"I'll be okay"

but I am not...!

i failed You!

a big gap i left

between You and me

It was that time

the time that really changed everything

i surrendered my last piece of hope, my strength

i asked for your help desperately

to fill in the gap that seems to get wider and wider...

and here You come

So gracefully and so forgiving

That makes my heart cry

for even more of you

You are so mercy

You are so loving!

You are so caring!

Thank you so much!

and now

here i am to say again

"I will never let you go,

even everything seems impossible,

I will never let you go

because i know you'll never leave me alone."

[Psalm 55:22]

Cast your burden on the Lord,

and he will sustain you;

He will never permit,

the righteous to be moved.